Learning to make different choices

Memories

Sometimes I'll remember something from a past event, and it just hurts.  Like this one time with an ex-boyfriend.  He sat next to me, picking my body apart.  Telling me arms are disgusting and I should be embarrassed by the size of my belly.  He would stuff his face with cheeseburgers and ice cream and yell at me if I dared to touch a potato chip.  He'd make me feel small and worthless.  He would tell me that I should lose weight, but not too fast because if I have...

Wow...

I am surprised my last post was so coherent.  Monday is mostly a blur to me.  Whatever meds they used to knock me out before surgery really knocked me out.  I don't remember getting dressed after my procedure.  I remember sitting in the wheelchair to be wheeled out, but don't remember the ride down.  I don't remember the ride home at all.  And apparently I sat in Walgreens texting my girlfriends and I was the laugh of the day, based on my texts haha!  Wow. ...

My endoscopy

Boy oh boy - I was SO nervous and anxious going into this morning, and I have to tell you, the endoscopy was NOTHING!  I've had a lot of bad surgical experiences.  When I was 5, I was having an eye problem corrected.  The Dr. PROMISED me no eye patch after surgery.  And what did I wake up with?  Yep.  An eye patch.  Also, the anesthesia made me sicker than a dog.  When I was in 4th grade, I was hospitalized with pneumonia and bronchitis.  Not a good time...

I'm Changed...for the better

Totally random, but in case you haven't figured out yet, based on my blog header and the title of this post, I'm a HUGE Rascal Flatts fan.  Like...huge.   Anywho...had my psych eval the other day which went great.  It was short and sweet and to the point.  Today, I had a pre-op exercise class.  It was awesome, went over what I'll be able to physically do and when I'll be able to do it.  I'm so excited.  Also, we went over the liver reduction diet and the...

 

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