I Told Him

So, here lately I've been obsessing over weight loss surgery.  I've been on the internet pretty much all the time on message boards and web sites, trying to get all the information I can.  I've been looking at before and after pictures and just letting my mind wander about the possibilities of losing a lot of weight.  Anyhow, one major point of stress that I've had is discussing this with my husband.  My weight is embarrassing.  Being this fat sucks.  I hate not feeling...

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New Years Resolutions

Last January, my husband and I joined the gym.  I remember my first work out.  My trainer had to leave the gym for some reason, and he was supposed to come back to the treadmills and get me, but he never did.  So, I wound up getting a workout from hell from this other trainer.  He was the meat head type.  Big muscles.  Personality of a turd.  Worked me hard.  I was doing squats and lunges and throwing big medicine balls around the floor.  Anyhow, he asked...

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My Story

This is my story.  And it's long.  Go ahead, go grab a glass of wine, I'll be here when you get back....... We good?  Good.  My name is Courtney (*not my real name).  I'm 36 years old and I live in Buffalo, NY.  I've got an adorable husband (who is ridden with PTSD from the military and is also bi-polar), and an adorable, yet spoiled, son.  For the most part, we're a really happy family.  I could do without the drama from my ex-husband, and my husband's ex-wife,...

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